Winding Down

"God Ran" is an anagram of "Dragon"

interesting...

My days here at my workstudy job are so eventful that I find myself surfing the internet for the majority of my time.
At least they have a/c, like I do at home now that I don't need it. Karma loves me, and I love karma for playing only minimal jokes on me. She could be a lot worse.

My friend/interest helped me get my a/c unit yesterday, and install it enough so that my apartment is now breathable.

This friend/interest thing is complicated. Complex and fun in a way to make me stand back and laugh. I haven't posted much about it here because I do not know what to say. What it seems like to me right now, is that we're closer then friends, but not close enough to be in a relationship. It's fun and brand new to me, but it's a no man's land. We have no idea what we want from one another, only to be involved in each others life in some form. After nearly all our social meetings, we manage to state this want to each other to affirm where we both stand. Which is nowhere.

One month now until school starts. bleh. I wish I had accomplished more during this summer, and/or accomplish enough within the next month to make up for it.
Yeah I've done some art. Yeah I've been working, yeah social stuff. Why am I asking for more of myself? Perhaps I feel unfulfilled? Perhaps I'll go the rest of the day asking questions like this? Maybe It will make me achieve more? or annoy you?

~God Ran