I'm in a soap opera

yeah, I have not posted for awhile due to college and social drama.

poo. I guess I am still ignorant. I suppose I still have a great deal to learn. For some reason I thought I was able to rise above it, and skip all the drama. Like I was immune to it or something.

As my sister has reminded me, it is a fact of college life to experience high emotional yadda yaddaness. I guess it is inescapeable.

It's after finals, and I am now a Junior in college. I am also at the greatest place to rejuvenate: Home.
It is great to be with family back in my small home town. My niece is growing like nobody's business, and is practically smarter then me. Okay, she's probably already smarter then me :P .
It is also wonderful to eat three (and then some) meals a day, and have a full nights sleep. I used to take these things for granted, and I'm sure I will again after college ;)

What has recently touched me and made me realize what I truly have, was what happened when I was about 20 minutes into my train ride home. A dear friend of mine calls, and asks me where I am. When I tell her I'm on the train, she is upset and tells me she wanted to hang out with me just one last time before I went home for a week. After chatting a bit, we exchanged 'I love you's and hung up. I felt for the first time, that I was LEAVING my home, and a group of friends that are so overwhelmingly good to me.
As happy as I am at my first home, I miss everyone at my second home. You know who you are.


I also have my new computer. Hopefully this one will LAST. Otherwise I will never buy another apple product again lol.

I must note, I also miss my dragon friend Az. I hope he still reads my blogs; get on AIM you!


Among everything, it is laughable to me that I find my schooling and finals to be the easiest aspect of my life right now; and a bit comforting too. If all else fails, I can still do my college work.

I had a written rant about the number of social knots going on right now, but it is much too long, emotional and detailed to post. I would bet too, that it would take some of you back to your days in college. I won't do that to you :) . Most who read this already know the issues anyways.

Anyways, I have a computer now, and I'm back in the world of the internet.