....

So, I've been to all my classes now.

All the instructors had to say was, basically,

yeah, this course is just like last semester...but harder.


In other upsetting news, it seems that the b/f and I are in trouble. See, he works at Cornish, and workers are of course not allowed to fraternize much less date students. We knew this when we first got together, but we agreed to be secretive about it on campus. We weren't very good at first. Though some other employees knew about us, they didn't care. I'm betting that his boss doesn't read this, so I can share this here.

Now, apperently, some female instructor has complained about us. This has put some heat on my sweetie, which is the last thing I wish to do. So, we became more strict with ourselves and don't make any point to see, talk to eachother or others about us on campus. I have informed all my friends of the situation. However, the tension is still there for my b/f.

We've discussed the worst scenerio, of which is actually having a break and being separated for a month or two so that he is no longer in danger of loosing his job. Though I can talk about this, I cannot help that a lump in my throat developes. This scares the tears out of me. We will do what we need to do so that he can keep his job, for I would feel just as bad if he had to quit. This is the only way he can make a living and go to school right now, I cannot possibly ask him to give that up.

However, perhaps this is the test that our relationship needs. We've never had a serious arguement, which has made both of us wonder a bit. Not that we SHOULD have an arguement, but if things get bad, will we survive through it? Ergo deciding if this is a strong enough relationship or not.

Anyways...
Besides that, I'm thinking of my brother and sister-in-law alot. I miss them, and they're depressed about things right now. It's hard to hang in there when you're miserable. All I can do right now is send my heart and good thoughts their way. Love you both :)